| | it's been almost 1 year since i last blogged.
had thoughts of blogging afew weeks back.
after muban went to taiwan fo' outfield.
wanted him to read wads goin on in my everydae life.
but things went wrong,
very wrong.
the nxt day he went to taiwan,
popo fall sick again.
had to send back hospital.
i have the urge to be with her everyday.
even just a few looks its okay.
there wont be much time left.
although we all had prepared for this day to come,
we never expect it to be so soon.
muban nv had the chance to see her.
i cant help feeling despair and upset.
i cant control my tears...
people told me to be strong,
its easier to said than to be done.
i cant...
popo,
a person whom had been in my 20 years of life.
the most loving grandma one could ever have.
she nv fails being a perfect mother and grandma and great- grandma.
she taught us so much that we wont forgets.
every word she said still fills my mind.
i miss her.
i miss her nagging,
miss her voice.
i miss her cooking,
miss hakka niong tiu fu.
i miss her being so thoughtful,
miss her making my favorite gnei ban.
i miss saying goodnight to her every night i left the hospital,
and telling her i will be back the next day.
i miss the way she holds my hand when she sleeps.
i miss every part of her.
her voice hangs still...
her warmth, i still remember.
her smile that i will alwaes remember,forever.
she is the greatest popo...ever.
眼泪不停掉落,
婆婆,你听到我叫你吗?
我在呼唤你,
我好想你...
心好痛...
我好辛苦啊...
god, please let time pass faster...
i need muban back by my side..
loneliness kills.
我想念,你就这样牵着我的手...
whats left of her....
我在这世界上,最爱的人.
婆婆! 我爱你!
你要好好走, 跟公公和大舅舅一起到极乐世界去.
去一个没有痛苦的地方.
你在那里不用吃药,
可以开开心心的.
你不必担心我们,
要保佑我们.
婆婆,如过真的有来生,
我要你再做我的婆婆,好吗?
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